hi!!omg it has been more than 6 months since i last menulis di sini..
promised myself nak blog every month tulis update pasal fahyim..ciss gagal lagi dalam perjanjian diri sendiri..
gila kot..last update masa pantang lagi and fahyim baru 1 month..now he's 8 months old (nak masuk 9) and baru keluar satu post..hikss..my bad!!sorry sayang..
hmm..so macam tulis tadi, fahyim is now 8 months old and watching him membesar each and every day membuatkan saya sangat lah terharu dan nak nangis! (okay nangis lagi..gedik je)
you know, saya tak expect akan rasa this way before ada baby dulu..
macam kalau you tinggal dia dekat rumah sebab pergi kerja, then you nampak baby lain yang walaupun tak sama muka macam fahyim..you akan cakap jugak, "eh!macam fahyim la.."
thats how much you akan rindu your baby..haiyoo..
sometimes when me and hubs borak, we laughed bila ingat masa i tengah pregnant to fahyim tengah kecik lagi till now..banyak sangat beza dia..fahyim keluar besar, 3.84 kgs..and now he's 9 kgs..
9kgs kot!!macam angkat beras..semangat wehh!
tapi fahyim dah kurus..and dia dah x naik berat secepat last time masa dia kecik..
hoii itu pon doctor cakap dia underweight!!i was like hello doctor..how come dia underweight and i still rasa macam x larat nak angkat dia??like seriously??
okay..maybe sebab dia tinggi and sebab tue nak balance kan dengan berat dia..so more bubur for him then!
coming back to tajuk di atas, life as a mom and a wife, sangat lah lain compared to before you kawin and after you kawin but belum ade baby..you akan rasa macam you dah jadi super matang and rasa tua..your body macam dah x larat nak buat macam2 lagi..(gila lah cakap macam dah umur 50 tahun..haha)
sometimes i miss being young, jalan2 without thinking nak bawak bag extra untuk letak pampers and baju lebih baby..tapi that's life..semua orang membesar and now bila dah jadi gemuk walaupun anak sorang, terasa sangat lah special..you have two extra man in your life..and you wont need to worry sape nak teman you and make you happy kan?hihi..gila sedih please ayat..haha..
and im so thankful dikurniakan 2 family yang sangat memahami and fun, a super lovable husband and seorang anak lelaki yang sangat manja dan genius, alhamdulillah..(okay sebak sangat..haha)
will update more soon..fahyim!read this bila dah besar..hehe
look at how big he is now..(puting harus ada yea..salahkan bapanya..haha)
till then, xoxo
yana
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