Monday, December 5, 2011

dilemma

am in dilemma..
bila ade kat tengah2..rasa bersalah, susah..
semuanya mau dijaga n semuanya teramatlah disayangi..
semuanya ada dalam hati ney..
decision has to be made n hubs said it depends on me..

xde org suka bila stucked kat tengah2 kan?
mungkin akan kena marah, org berkata, hati terasa, terguris n mesti akan ada yg nangis..
but sy still kena face it..mungkin ney lah cabaran baru untuk sy..
i know i can face this..i have to..i've grew up n i need to face all the challenges..


xoxo,

yana

Friday, December 2, 2011

kehidupan :)

hello kamu..
so im updating my blog while hubster's still sleeping beside me..
now it's 11am, saturday..he's been mengisi masanya dgn tdow, balas dendam..kasihan :)

it has been nearly a month of our marriage n i've been blessed, alhamdulillah..
i have 2 families now..lotsa sisters, a brother, more cousins and of course, diberi nikmat dan rezeki seperti ini oleh-Mu, alhamdulillah :')

ive yet to meet the girls (friends) n people who have helped me thruout my wedding..
yet to thank them n blanje them..i miss the girls..lepak minum abys keje or even on the weekends..
nearly a month x jumpa n rasa mcm xde girl friends dah..makciks, nak jumpaaaa.. :(


hmm..tujuan utama nak tulis blog today sbb nak story psl my life after marriage..setakat ney lah kan..okay..so now, kalau sy ke mana2, i mean office, jumpa cousins, sume tanya..
cane lps kawin..best x?rasa lain x?happy x?
of courseeeee i am more happy..best gilaaaa kot..hihi..so kawin cpt plss..
nape best?hmm..sbb..org yg u turn to bila u sedey, happy, marah, dah sentiasa ada dgn u..
rasa lagi dekat..rasa protected, secured, n practice u to b more responsible :)
u rase happy when u've got to buatkan dia white coffee in the morning, lipat seluar yg ditinggal atas lantai, basuh socks dia yg ada dlm kasut berminggu2..haha..thats contoh la..
n i loveee doing all that for him..
okay kalau dia baca msty kena mara sbb kantoi socks x basuh..hihi

before we're married, sy slalu ckp dgn dia sy takut..what if i cant jaga u, x pandai jd wife, x ready for all that..dia bole ckp, nape u nak takut?kan bole buat n blaja sama2..hihi..
so yes, kami still blaja on kehidupan after kawin..

and sy sgt lah hope we can go thru all these together sbb he's the one yg i'll spend my life with sampai lah akhir hayat..insyaAllah.. :')
doakan kitorg okay..
love u hubster..xo

ooh, dah dpt more pictures from aizu :) some of my favourites..



xoxo,
yana