life as a mom and a wife..wahh matang sangat!

Assalamualaikum..
hi!!omg it has been more than 6 months since i last menulis di sini..
promised myself nak blog every month tulis update pasal fahyim..ciss gagal lagi dalam perjanjian diri sendiri..
gila kot..last update masa pantang lagi and fahyim baru 1 month..now he's 8 months old (nak masuk 9) and baru keluar satu post..hikss..my bad!!sorry sayang..

hmm..so macam tulis tadi, fahyim is now 8 months old and watching him membesar each and every day membuatkan saya sangat lah terharu dan nak nangis! (okay nangis lagi..gedik je)
you know, saya tak expect akan rasa this way before ada baby dulu..
macam kalau you tinggal dia dekat rumah sebab pergi kerja, then you nampak baby lain yang walaupun tak sama muka macam fahyim..you akan cakap jugak, "eh!macam fahyim la.."
thats how much you akan rindu your baby..haiyoo..

sometimes when me and hubs borak, we laughed bila ingat masa i tengah pregnant to fahyim tengah kecik lagi till now..banyak sangat beza dia..fahyim keluar besar, 3.84 kgs..and now he's 9 kgs..
9kgs kot!!macam angkat beras..semangat wehh!
tapi fahyim dah kurus..and dia dah x naik berat secepat last time masa dia kecik..
hoii itu pon doctor cakap dia underweight!!i was like hello doctor..how come dia underweight and i still rasa macam x larat nak angkat dia??like seriously??
okay..maybe sebab dia tinggi and sebab tue nak balance kan dengan berat dia..so more bubur for him then!

coming back to tajuk di atas, life as a mom and a wife, sangat lah lain compared to before you kawin and after you kawin but belum ade baby..you akan rasa macam you dah jadi super matang and rasa tua..your body macam dah x larat nak buat macam2 lagi..(gila lah cakap macam dah umur 50 tahun..haha)
sometimes i miss being young, jalan2 without thinking nak bawak bag extra untuk letak pampers and baju lebih baby..tapi that's life..semua orang membesar and now bila dah jadi gemuk walaupun anak sorang, terasa sangat lah special..you have two extra man in your life..and you wont need to worry sape nak teman you and make you happy kan?hihi..gila sedih please ayat..haha..
and im so thankful dikurniakan 2 family yang sangat memahami and fun, a super lovable husband and seorang anak lelaki yang sangat manja dan genius, alhamdulillah..(okay sebak sangat..haha)

will update more soon..fahyim!read this bila dah besar..hehe

look at how big he is now..(puting harus ada yea..salahkan bapanya..haha)

till then, xoxo

yana

pantang..hmm..

hello..
today's the last day of october..n yeay..nak masuk birthday month saya..hehe
so i have 11 days to go for my pantang..kira saya dah melalui 33 days..
lama kan?dah mcm org ape da..hehe..dgn selekeh nya..rambut da mcm ape..busuk, masam bau susu..hahah

okay..kebetulan last day pantang sy jatuh pada 1st year anniversary kami..hihi..11november!!
kebetulan sgt kan..cant wait!!doctor kate dah abys pantang boleh jalan but still kena jaga sbb dlm tue blom sihat sgt..okay, noted!!
food pon orang ckp kena pantang 100 hari..100 days kottt!!lama nyaaaa..xpe, nak sihat punya pasal kan..

ooh, yg penting!!berat badankuuu..homaiii..sy punya berat badan mcm org obese..susahnya nak turun..
org kate breastfeed cpt turun..mungkin perlu sabar lagi kot..hihi..baru sebulan kan..
fyi, i have 10kgs to go utk mencapai berat badan lama sy..10kgsss!!gila mane ade org bole buat bnda tue unless exercise n diet..okay tipu, ramai je mak2 muda bole buat..most of them bole buat dlm masa less than 2 months..so i have around 1 month to go..haiyoo..how lah..

last monday check up baby fahyim..dia kena 1 month punya jab..alhamdulillah, dia x demam..ade jgak meragam tp maybe meragam biasa sbb angin..kuat angin btol la fahyim tue..kentut2 pulak...hihi..
ooh n bila timbang, fahyim is now 5.2kgs..doc terkjut jgak..dia kate wahh, sebulan naik 1 plus kg..
berat laaaa fahyim..mommy nak dukung menyusu pon dah x larat sgt..hihi..
org2 tgk pon kate dia mcm da 2 month punya baby..haha..

okay lah..thats all for today..sy blog sbb kena catat update fahyim..at least nnt sy x lupa kan..
4 weeks to go for his next check up..let's see bape he weighs bila dia da 2 months nnt..hehe..
till then..hugsies :)

he's out!n he's ours :')

hello..
woww..again,blog sy dah lama ditinggalkan..wahh,skema x ayat??
it's been 3 months since i last blogged..dah la pregnant 9 months tp skali je sy blog pasal pregnancy..
tue pon dah 6 months baru nak update..

hmm..okay so for this post, xtao nak start tulis mcm mane..
me n hubs have been blessed, alhamdulillah..rezeki tue Allah akan bagi je kan?cuma kita je yg x sedar..
okay2..let's start..
exactly a month ago, a pregnant lady yg dah sarat mengandung telah dikejarkan ke hospital n was admitted kerna seorang anggota keluarga baru bakal dilahirkan ke dunia..that lady cuba bertahan selama 20 hours in the labor room utk melahirkan baby itu secara normal..
alangkah kesalnya apabila dia dah x tahan dan terpaksa 'memaksa'doctor itu utk melakukan c-section sbb baby tue xnak keluar..hahahaha..

okay cerita dia mcm ney.. (fahyim, mommy tulis ney utk kamu baca bila besar nnt okay?)
(n i hope this blog stays so that u can read it, how hard it was for me to keluarkan kamu)

27 september 2012: bangun pagi, rasa x larat sgt badan..kjut hubs, rase nak mc..hubs bwk pg clinic n tadaa, dpt mc..but hubs kena pg jgak keje..tggu dia sampai ptg kat rumah n that ptg dah rase contraction n nak nangis..sakit sgt..kira contraction tue every 30 mins..that night, thot of sleeping early sbb nak pg keje esok tue..but contraction datang every 20 mins..sampai kol 3.30am, x tahan..mintak hubs bwk to hospital..mmg x pg la keje esok tue kan..haha

28 september 2012: 3.30am..sampai pantai hospital..xtao nak pg mana sbb pagi2 buta mana ade orang kat lobby hospital tue..lucky me ade nurse lalu n dia bwk pg labour room terus..so bila sampai, nurse checked n cakap kena admit sbb dah bukak 3-4cm..ooh my, that time dia pakaikan monitor kat perut n sgtlah rimas..contraction every 15mins..hubs stayed by my side all the time, terharu sangat..dia x tdow the whole day..so keadaan mcm tue je la sampai la family dtg petang tue..imagine, kena tahan contraction tue n x dpt tdow lsg sbb skt..so by 5-6pm, doc came n pecahkan waterbag..masa tue 7cm dah bukak..ya Allah, contraction makin kuat, nangis pon da x keluar air mata..sampai 10pm, baru 9cm bukak n i cant stand it anymore..merayu sgt kat doc nak operate je sbb doc sendiri pon xdpt rase kepala baby lg..20 hours n she cant even feel the baby's head!!so doc tyn hubs n dia kate buatlah asalkan sume okay..dia pon da x sanggup agaknya nak tgk sy mcm tue..nampak dia nangis bila sy merayu tue..ya Allah, syukur sgt dpt suami mcm dia.. :') so......
11.24pm..seorang baby lelaki weighs 3.84kgs lahir ke dunia, alhamdulillah..sy mmg x sedar lg that time but bila hubs cerita, baby keluar mmg besar sgt n panjang dia 51cm..hubs kate dia cant imagine mcm mane sy nak keluarkan baby tue..2hrs later, baru sy dpt jumpa baby..1st thing bila sedar, pandang nurse, "baby?"tue je yg mampu nak ckp..dia kate ade kat atas n dia senyum..then 2nd word, "husband?"..nurse ckp ade kat atas jugak dgn baby n dia senyum lg..that time tue rasa macam ya Allah, no words can describe betapa syukur nya sy..okay nangis skrg..hahaha..hadoii bila ingat balik mmg nangis la..

so selepas 7 days, we named him muhammad fahyim shakir bin faisal shadli..hubs yg cari name n sy agreed to it..mmg patut dia yg namakan.. :)
fahyim, mommy n daddy love you..we hope you grow up to be a good boy, pandai agama, pandai belajar, rajin, n help us bila da besar nnt..insyaAllah..hadoii..rase nak nangis la bila ckp mcm ney.dah .macam orang tua sgt pulak kan..haha..ooh, so mcm tue la cerita dia..n now, he's sleeping beside me, dah a month old, weighs around 5kgs plus kot..n esok nak jumpa doc for his 1 month jab..ooh dia da start nangis sbb nak susu..hihi..byee!!

1 day old :) (kembang lagi..hehe)

 3 weeks old :)

1 month old :)

xoxo,

yana :)

i'm now triple the size!!

hi people..
it's been a while since i blog..yea, saya bukan lah blogger tegar..
namun saya dengan tiba2 nya rindu nak menulis..ceh cakap mcm bagus!
saya x rase ade org akan baca blog ney lagi sbb sila lihat date last post saya..hahaha..long enough huh??

okay lets just go to what saya nak cerita :)
see that smiley face?? :)
alhamdulillah, Allah sayang hubs n me kerna sentiasa dikurniakan rezeki..
last post mungkin saya asyik tulis bout marriage..the preparation, the madness, the kelam kabutness and also life after it..ntah2 sampai orang yg nak baca pon ckp "hoii aku dah tao laaa..haha"

most of u mungkin dah tao..i am now triple the size i used to be..yess, i wont say double..but triple!!haha..
kenapa?hihi..alhamdulillah, i am now 6+ months pregnant..2 weeks n i'm 7 months!!suka x suka x??
of course lah sukaaa..cerita nya bermula dengan..
lepas hols kat japan..kami ke singapore..trip with friends..3 days 2 nights je pon..haha..
pg USS lah konon nya..naik lah all the roller coaster kan (dengan selamba nya)..then kan ade that 1 jurassic park wet ride tue..
so im all wet and balik tue perut gatal2 lah..i thot kulit mcm allergic sbb air kotor ke kan..2 days past dan saya masuk kerja..saya pg lah clinic n doc kate xde ape pon dekat kulit u ney,.n he asked if im married n pregnant..
i was like ''yess, im married but im not pregnant''..haha..then doc tue bagi lah calamine lotion..kita pon sapu je la kan..hahaha..

so saya balik tue x puas hati lah..y la that doc asked if im pregnant..then saya pon gatal check lah using the pregnancy test yg dihadiahkan kepada saya oleh makcik alia masa bridal shower dulu..haha..
n dengan terkejut nya the result stated +ve!!so panggil lah hubs kuat2 nak tunjuk..so dia pon alhamdulillah n menari pusing2 nyanyi2 dalam bilik..haha..esok tue saya beli another 2 pregnancy test yaaaaa!
ulangan..lagi 2 test..so in total..3 test by myself..haha..
lepas tue, the next day we went to the clinic n doc check again..n dia cakap around 4 weeks.. :)
so, that's the story lah..hihi..

now im getting bigger n my baby's growing, alhamdulillah..n it's a BOY!!!!hihi..
i can now feel his kicks, his moves, n bila saya ckp dengan dia n dia respond, memang lah best feeling in the world..kadang rasa nak nangis pon ada..i feel blessed.. :')
tiap hari, hubs n i will talk to him before we sleep, pakai baby oil n usap dia..
im glad that hubs is happy dengan kehadiran this lil kid of ours..n we really cant wait for october :)
ibu hope u will grow healthy lil kid..sbb we love u n we've been waiting for u since our first day of marriage..
hugs n kisses from your parents.. :')

ooh lupa..sila compare gambar2 di bawah ini..haha..

sebelum kahwin :p

selepas kahwin :)

6 months plus..ooh pengsan!!

Note: Hubs can no longer angkat saya yea..dan saya tidak boleh lagi pinjam baju kemeja dia..hanya t-shirt sahaja yang boleh dipakai..ooh im fatter than him now!!hahaha..okay bye!

xoxo,

yana

the awesomeness hols :)

kamu..hello..

dah cuba utk update blog sekerap mungkin tp tetap x sempat..

bukan lah, kadang lupa..kadang xde idea..kadang super bz..

so today sabtu..i have 20 mins to update sbb jap lg nak pick up hubs at the airport.. :)

so last week of december, kami..together with me fam n uncle zaba's fam..pg japan..

for 9 days, menghadap winter..haha..kalau travel je msty time winter..xtao nape..cheaper than summer kot..plus time tue kan cuti skola.. :)

it was superrrrr amazing!the people, the culture, the politeness..okay nak ckp lg..superrrr best gilaaaa...nak pergi lg plssss..hihi

to tell u ape yg best, sy nak ckp dulu ape yg kurang menarik..

u people might know yg japan punya everything memang mahal kan..from the food, the shopping, the groceries, even the can n bottled drinks kat vending machines pon mahal!

but still, we need to beli drinks jgak kan..yea lah, pg time winter..bila sjuk je, pg vending machine, masuk 120yen, keluar milk tea panas!terbaik kot..n it's bottled!coolness..

ooh..120yen tue lebih kurang rm5 kot..!! -_-

okay..so my most fave pasal japan would be the people, culture n politeness..

(besides the fashion of course..will tell u nnt)

there were few times when kitorg nak tanya jln..dorg xtao ckp english..but they tried their very best n siap tunjuk gps thru phone..ada sorg tue salah bg direction n when kitorg dah gerak, dia bole lari to us back n bg the correct direction..jauh kot dia lari..respect gilaaaa!

n kalau nak bayar anything..dorg cakap thank u ade la dlm 2-3 kali dlm satu ayat..mmg lah ckp in japan but kita faham la the ''arigato'' punya word tue kan..hihi..

kalau senyum xyah la ckp..dorg mcm x letih kot senyum je kat kita..kita yg letih nak senyum lama2..hihi..

ooh so the fashion..pengsan jap lah bole x?hmm..kalau kamu jln dkt Shibuya or Harajuku, the ladies mmg banyak yg super cute..dressed up mcm dolls..their hair, shoes..make up mmg lah confirm kan!xkeysa la time winter pon..dressed up mcm x ketar sejuk punya lah..

panjang gila lg nak ckp sebenarnya..but times up!sorryyyyy sgt :(

nak g airport dah..nnt if ade masa to update lg..will do soon okay..

for the meantime, little sister dah upload pictures kat fb,.feel free to tgk :)

xoxo,

yana

dilemma

am in dilemma..
bila ade kat tengah2..rasa bersalah, susah..
semuanya mau dijaga n semuanya teramatlah disayangi..
semuanya ada dalam hati ney..
decision has to be made n hubs said it depends on me..

xde org suka bila stucked kat tengah2 kan?
mungkin akan kena marah, org berkata, hati terasa, terguris n mesti akan ada yg nangis..
but sy still kena face it..mungkin ney lah cabaran baru untuk sy..
i know i can face this..i have to..i've grew up n i need to face all the challenges..

xoxo,

yana

kehidupan :)

hello kamu..

so im updating my blog while hubster's still sleeping beside me..

now it's 11am, saturday..he's been mengisi masanya dgn tdow, balas dendam..kasihan :)

it has been nearly a month of our marriage n i've been blessed, alhamdulillah..

i have 2 families now..lotsa sisters, a brother, more cousins and of course, diberi nikmat dan rezeki seperti ini oleh-Mu, alhamdulillah :')

ive yet to meet the girls (friends) n people who have helped me thruout my wedding..

yet to thank them n blanje them..i miss the girls..lepak minum abys keje or even on the weekends..

nearly a month x jumpa n rasa mcm xde girl friends dah..makciks, nak jumpaaaa.. :(

hmm..tujuan utama nak tulis blog today sbb nak story psl my life after marriage..setakat ney lah kan..okay..so now, kalau sy ke mana2, i mean office, jumpa cousins, sume tanya..

cane lps kawin..best x?rasa lain x?happy x?

of courseeeee i am more happy..best gilaaaa kot..hihi..so kawin cpt plss..

nape best?hmm..sbb..org yg u turn to bila u sedey, happy, marah, dah sentiasa ada dgn u..

rasa lagi dekat..rasa protected, secured, n practice u to b more responsible :)

u rase happy when u've got to buatkan dia white coffee in the morning, lipat seluar yg ditinggal atas lantai, basuh socks dia yg ada dlm kasut berminggu2..haha..thats contoh la..

n i loveee doing all that for him..

okay kalau dia baca msty kena mara sbb kantoi socks x basuh..hihi

before we're married, sy slalu ckp dgn dia sy takut..what if i cant jaga u, x pandai jd wife, x ready for all that..dia bole ckp, nape u nak takut?kan bole buat n blaja sama2..hihi..

so yes, kami still blaja on kehidupan after kawin..

and sy sgt lah hope we can go thru all these together sbb he's the one yg i'll spend my life with sampai lah akhir hayat..insyaAllah.. :')

doakan kitorg okay..

love u hubster..xo

ooh, dah dpt more pictures from aizu :) some of my favourites..

xoxo,

yana